my escape route when I wanted to smile.

You are the one holding me strong, the one who always believes,

we always said we were so much alike.

I counted on you, because I know I always could.

I don’t know what I should do with my life without you in it.

What will I do in hard times, when someone just needs to tell me it’s going to be all right?

Who’s going to give me these little thumbs-up, when I need them the most?

Please, please, please, don’t go.

and how stability is the big breaking point.

Love and trust are essential,

but I guess you needn’t say that.

But what I didn’t know,

or what I should’ve learned through all these years,

is how everything revolves and changes so fast…

It is faith, or destiny, as we call it,

that plays us like puppets on a string.

It doesn’t ever stay the way you wanted it…

When I say loving you is all I need,

I mean it with my whole heart.

The joy you bring inside of me, the laughter and the love,

it’s the most beautiful a human can feel.

I’d write you a loveletter, if I knew how to bring it to words.

I can not master the things I feel,

the thoughts that flash my mind whenever your hand fits mine.

Look at me with those sparkly blue eyes, and talk bad to me once more,

and I’ll drown in your love, for sure.

Give me all the love you have,

cherish the moments we make, the good and the bad,

and we’ll withstand whatever comes our path.

Because I know you’ll not be an easy go.

Love, K.

because up till now, it seems like everything goes wrong

like you’re a perfect catch, and I’m nothing but a misfit

and I know that making a wish won’t do much good

we were making all the right moves, until I put one foot against

i can paint a picture, where we’re in love and care

i can imagine us, being like an airplane

weightless, effortless, and moving in harmony.

It’ll be nothing but a dream…

The way you stare, and how stroke your hand through my hair.
It makes me tinkle, from top to toe.

“Heaven’s not a place that you go when you die,
it’s that moment in life when you actually feel alive.”

I live for that moment, with you
now
here
forever.

my life made some changes, by doing wrongs and rights.

When, along the way, I know only you could get the best out of me.

And every day I missed you more…

But now that I actually have the chance to be with you, I just don’t know.

You always have me in the palm of your hand, and I don’t mind.

It’s just… please don’t break my heart over and over again.

Because every single hour, you mean more and more to me…

I just need you to be there for me,

to catch me when I fall and

simply love me, unconditional and exclusively.

Cause with every minute, every second passing by, I still know you’ll always be my greatest love.

D.M.

is not your final destination.

Maybe we try to tell ourselves it’s going to work out,

when it actually won’t.

Do we keep projecting our former selves,

in a future where nothing’s ever changed?

We’re not flawless, we haven’t learned to be sane,

to forgive and forget, is our line.

Sometimes I ask myself, how will we be, 20 years from now,

growing old together,

facing another chapter,

or simply regretting the choice we made.

Who knows?

When will we find out?

where there are two ends, and it’s a test.

But when I asked you to leave, I really wished you wouldn’t go.

When I told you I really loved you, I wished you’d love me too.

And my fantasy told me everything would be unconditional …

You were my greatest, my first, my everything.

I’d marry you here and now, if only you’d know.

I guess I held my hopes too high.

I pray my day will be a little better.

A day without doubts,

a day without me, still fighting for what’s left.

My life looks like a street with a dead end,

a stop, to every joyful thing I have.

My conclusion is that maybe, I should have a

mind, heart and life self-help book,

for dummies.

they were out in the world and,

I knew right then it would ache my heart.

You once were my lover, my inspiration, my future hands to hold;

but with these simple words, you threw that all away,

shattered the pieces and made a laugh about it.

You touched the one place I promised myself never to go back…

So when I count to three and tell you to go,

I really mean for you to never come back;

to disappear as if you’ve never been here anyway.

Because I know you don’t give a sh*t.

“… Go.”